XX came to practice today ~~ =]
but not the same section with me ~ =[
hmm ................................

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seriously ... i HATE myself alot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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today BLUR ~~
tomorrow BLUR ~~
blur blur blur BLUR BLUR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna BLUR UNTIL WHAT TIME ?????!!!!!
until the day of the formation competition ?????!!!!!!!!!
STUPID ME ~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!
USELESS ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really wanna slap myself to make me awake from the dreams ~
sry ~~ sry ~~~~~~~~~~ and SRY ~~~~~~~~
i know ~ sry doesn't helps anything ~~
i am just too useless ~~~~~~~~
today outdoor ~~~~
din blow song and touch my instrument !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate it when it came to like this ~~
i will down and BLUR even more when i cant touch my instrument and blow the song ...................
ya ...... i am weird ~~~ sigh ~~

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IN CLASS ~
i just non-stop copying the homework ~~
copy copy copy copy ~~ COPY !!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZZz ~ . then ...........
din bring this ............ din bring that ~~~~
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
din do this ~ din do that ~~~~~~
i cant pay attention at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant concentrate on everything now !!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
but ........ my friends help me ~~~
thx guys ~~ i think i won't survive if i lost u guys ~
thx thx thx ~~ i really do appreciate u all ~~
i love u U u U u U AND U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=]

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My heart is pain ~~
but i just dun wanna admit it ~~~
just keep bluffing myself that it's not pain ~
but ...........
just admit it lah ..........!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@
*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(&^%$#*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(&^%$#*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(&^%$#*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(&^%$#$&* ???!!!!!!!!!
amp;* ???!!!!!!!!!
amp;* ???!!!!!!!!!
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BUT ~~ today practice ~
i saw lots of HOPE ~~
HOPE ~ =]
XI WANG ZAI CI JIANG LING !!!!!!!!!!
说 真 的 看 到 大 家 都 很 拼 ～ ～
除 了 我 。。。 这 个 无 用 的 ～
不 可 以 再 这 样 了 ！！！！！！！！
一 定 要 拼 拼 ！！！！！！！！！！！！
XD

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Seriously ...... i never felt so STRESS before ~~~