美梦。

昨天又发了个美梦。

我最不想看见的一个美梦。

我自问：

我所做的都已尽心尽力。

我伤心。

不过，

我无悔。

绝对对得起我良心。

一些人只留意我错的。

可是，

他们永远意识不到我对的远远超过我错的。

I DUN WANAAAAAAAAAA DOOOOOO ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGG
DUN WANNAAAAAAAAAA THINK ANYTHINGGGGGGGGGGGG
DUN WANAAAAAAAAA GO ANYWHERE
I JUST WANNA STUDYYYYYYYYYYYY
STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I JUST WANNA PUUT ALL THINGS DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
FNPIEGFHBREHFBJANS CVDBIWIJOWKSDNCVB
FJFVBFBERBER;GBBGUREO
FJBWRIFB'WOUF
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GHREOGWFWBEF'OBHFO'DJSNF
FRUBFGJRBF'RF
RGOREBGJKBGSDBFSA'
DSDJFBUWBFIUBDS
LDJNF;DSLJBFOSDFHSODFHDSIHF
DJFBUDSFOAUGFUOEWHF
OSDFHUOEWFO
SDFHBJSDBFOWUEBFA
KJDFBDBFUWEFJBD
DFB'AOFHOHPEHEIHIHF
WEBFWEJFF
FJWK'LDDHFPIWHEFP'IHWEOSIDPFH
WFIHFOWRFWRFRFGGRFWWRGR

Thanks Teacher.

• 
  

  26 minutes ago

  Hafeesha Hamzah

  •  how r u? I want to say something to u
• 
  

  25 minutes ago

  Ong Ee Teng

  • i'm fine . huh ~ ok ~ what's it ?
• 
  

  24 minutes ago

  Hafeesha Hamzah

  • I hope u will really study hard fo rur exam ok
  • u r a good student and a polite one
• 
  

  22 minutes ago

  Ong Ee Teng

  • teacher , why suddenly say so ? i feel weird. but anyway. thanks ya ~ 
• 
  

  20 minutes ago

  Hafeesha Hamzah

  • not suddenly....I couldnt find a time to talk u in private in school..........I know u can do well and I want to see ur success....
  • 
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    Though teacher believing in me.
    But,
    I don't think I can do it. 
    Sigh. 
    
    
    Tmr.
    I wish you guys best of luck for tomorrow's performances.
    
    
    You guys will stay in my heart forever. 
    
    
    ♥

其实不是因为

而是不知如何面对离别。

=) You don't know.

A smile from you is more than 

anything 

& 

everything 

in the world ! 

=) 

~~~~~~

Currently very busy doing homeworks .

lol. 

I mean all those 纪念册。 

哈哈。 

不知道你们今天表演得怎样了。

一切都顺利吧。

IMYG。 

遥远。

此刻，
离你们好远好远。

千万别让我猜中。
虽然每次猜得都很准。

感慨。

没人知道今天是我最后一次唱毕业歌了。

哈，

奇怪吧。
听了四年的毕业歌。
今年终于轮到我唱了。
今天的毕业歌唱得十分忧伤和感慨。

这些泡泡代表了我五年的生涯。
酸甜苦辣。
无一不缺。
不舍的是。
它们将像图中的泡泡一样飞走了。
离别了。
永别了。


其实没人会感受到我所感受的。

Obstacles.

At least，


 they did understand.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

They hoped that i can be strong.
and what else can i do except to be strong ?


I'm weak not because I'm weak.
Is that I forced myself to be strong every time i meet the word 'weak'.
At the end,
I ruptured.
But,
the truth is that i am pretending to be strong all the times.
I guessed you understood.
Because you saw ***


I realized that I never achieved the word 'strong'.
I just keep climbing to reach it.
But,
I'd never reach it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

这么多关都过了。

这关就过不了吗？

给自己些时间吧。

时间始终是疗伤的良药。

可是，

每个伤都有一定的难度与限度。

这个伤会不会痊愈？ 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I believe that each and every obstacle given,


is to make a person's life more perfect. 

You don't understand. You don't know.You don't care.

You guys don't know.


I can't write it here.


I can't speak out.


I can't do anything.


I'm not a person who always feels sad for no reasons.


It's just ..................


You don't know.


Heart.
Blood.
Sweat.


You don't understand.


But,


she told me


y e w b i t h f.


Who knows ?


Who sees ?


Who cares ?


i'm sad not because of.


is because of. 


.............


The efforts. 


I had never felt so 


LOST.


DEPRESS.


&


LETHARGIC.


I know.


You don't care. 

True Friends.

i'm special ??

Really ??

Had been really emo in  these few days.

But gotta thanks to A & W.

Love you guys.

Without you guys i think i 
lol. 

and finally i know what's the meaning of a true friend.

They don't understand you but they tried to understand you.

They wiped my tears.

They sealed my broken heart.

and 

They promised to be with me whenever I need them.

♥

I found my true friends ,

have you found yours ? 

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。

如果你现在在我身边，

那该多好。

现在的我很需要你。

我又***

而且还一打。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈

哈

许诺

待缘份需要千百年
爱一个人就在一瞬间
对你迷恋是一场冒险
我心甘情愿在红尘搁浅
你的叹息拨动我的心弦
为你受苦眼泪都是甜
人世间沧海变桑田
我的心 不会变
只要你 再出现
为你而活是我的许诺
失去你还怕失去什么
只要快乐 爱就没有错
岁月的枷锁

比我们脆弱
你的黑发拨动我的心弦
想念你瞳孔的深浅
为你受苦眼泪都是甜
爱默默感动天地间
一年又一年
我的心你的心
不会变 不能变
只要你 为了你
再出现 再出现
为你而活是我的许诺
失去你还怕失去什么
只要快乐 
爱就没有错
岁月的枷锁
 比我们脆弱
为你而活是我的许诺
生生世世的承诺
失去你还怕失去什么
为了你快乐受折磨
 爱就没有错
岁月的枷锁 
比我们脆弱
请在来生等我

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

爱上了这首歌。
可是越听就感觉越脆弱。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我很累。
真的很累。

有时候不是不想分享。
而是没有必要把不愉快的事与物给搬出来。

__________________

快走快好。
我不想留下丝毫的挂念。

~~~~~~~~~

您是不是看透了我无神的双眼 ？

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

想起比赛当天忍着痛的腿，
远远比不上我心中的痛。
~~~~~~~~~~~

致某某：

感谢你在我要绝望以及犹豫的当儿，

给了我最有效的药方！

心没那么苦了。
=)

i'm more than

Helpless.

Depression.

&

Sorrow. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


She asked...........
She asked...............
She asked....................


I was speechless.


Though thousand of thoughts my mind.


And the feelings inside the heart.


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Anyway,


I found that the one who hurts you deeply is always the one that you heart it deeply.
Because she cares


Every single thought that you think about her.


Every single things you do to her.


Don't worry it's not you.


I can't believe myself that I still can't let it go.


Hope to get rid all those things in my minds.


But it's like the chewing gums that stick to you all the times.
LOL.


Now,
I feel like the brain is overloaded.
LOL.


Somehow,


I feel like it gonna burst out.


Seriously,
i'm more than dead. 

♥

Thank you, teachers. 

=) 

F

The Sorcerer And The White Snake-白蛇傳說

Watched this movie with my mom & sis @ the 1st Avenue TGV cinema.

Just an ordinary love story but it touched my heart though. 

But, it's impossible to be happened in the realistic world.