现在的我活得佷累，可是却很幸福。 

不要对我那么好可以吗。
我会爱你爱得无法自拔的。

IMY.

First day of internship today & I'm already tired like hell. 

Always damn hated office jobs but life has left me no choice.

But all the sadness & unhappiness have gone away whenever I think of you. 

Spending time to think of you have been my daily routine nowadays. 

In other words, I really really can't stop myself from missing you. 

I keep telling myself to hold on a bit longer until the next time I see you. 

Do you know that you have given me much strengths and courages for me to continue & hold on on my pathetic life ? 

I found out that I really can't live my life without you. 

I Love You. Hope you are happy today. 

Sincerely,

Ee Teng

ILY.

You have no idea how much my life has changed since I met you.
You are the best thing that ever ever happened in my life.
You have no idea how much I Love You.

Hell.

People living a life, but I'm living in Hell. 

Mask.

I always making fun of everything because I want those beside me to be happy.

But nobody knows my heart hurts like hell & I feel like dying. 

I have to put on a happy fake mask in order to live this damn fucking life. 

It's been almost 5 years.

and it still hurts. 

没人会懂我所经历过的一切。

没人会懂我微笑背后的苦。

ShangXinYuJue. 

 差一点就走上了一条不归路。 

感谢姑姑对我的劝解。

我应该坚持自己的梦想的。 

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这几天吃饭吃不下，

睡也睡不着，

做事也没专注力。 

到底怎么了。 

不是每个人都有选择为自己而活。

试问有谁活在这世上是不痛苦的 ？ 

有时候，

我们真是为了活而活。

既然已选择了这条路，

告诉自己一定要一直走下去，

走到出道的那一天。

虽然自己只活了将近二十年，

但，

经历告诉我，

我跟一个四十多岁的人毫无差别。 

可能这就是我的宿命。
注定这一生要比他人经历多一些。 

So that's it ?? 

that's my destiny ??

that I'm gonna be stuck in Penang forever and ever ??! 

Somehow, 

my hands aren't allow to choose my own fate. 

The strong desires of my heart are killing me. 

Pathetic.

That's why I feel that my life is so fucking miserable. 

看着别人幸福的家庭，

除了羡慕还是羡慕。