forget the sadness ~~
looking forward for the HAPPINESS~~
forget all those bad memories ~~
and start a whole new life ~
forget the love ...........
forget the hurt ........... =]

wooww~~
it's 1.10am now ~~
hahaha ~~ just back from Butterworth ~
HAHHAH ~ yeah !!! i have alot of fun today ~ hehe
first ~~ today went to TRAFFIC HIKING !!!!!!!
hahha ~~ love it !!!!
hhehe ~~ went to butterworth afterward so i didn't go to the band practice ~~
hmm ......... hheheehehe ~~ =]
and and and ~~
talked with JUN NI today ~
i cant believe that Rong Sheng still rmb me ~
hehe ... seriously , i missed him alot ~~
he is a good guy ~ haha ....
really do need to go to sleep now ~~
i dun wanna become black panda tmr ~~
=] BB ~

the soul inside me had disappeared ~~
it's cant be found anymore ~~~~~
it had gone to a far far place ~~
never ever meet with me again ~~~~~~~~~
i'm just like a dead person ~~~~~
A DEAD PERSON ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my heart is pain ~
REAL PAIN ~
i couldn't stand for anymore again ~~

haiz....
i couldn't dare to see her face ......
couldn't say her name also .......
it's just so hurt .....................
i wanna get rid of her in my mind ....
in my memories .....................................
have no idea why i am so moody now ....
*heavy sigh*

心 想 。。。
这 辈 子 在 乐 队 里 。。。
都 不 会 有 根 自 己 淡 玩 得 来 的 junior ....
可 在S 里 却 找 到 了 跟 自 己 合 得 来 的junior ...
至 少离 开 乐 队 时 就 不 会 一 个 人 孤 伶 伶 的 。。。
说 真 的..... 真 的 很 羡 慕 跟 自 己 同 龄 的 。。。
她 们 都 拥 有 了 相 当 的 成 就 感 。。。
因 为 她 们 都 有 自 己 的 junior。。。
看 到 自 己 教 出 来 的J 进 步 或 退 步 都 会 有 伤 心 或 自 豪 的 感 觉 。。。
那 像 我 。。。 一 无 所 有 的 。。。。
什 么 感 觉 都 没 有 。。。
我 。。。
haizzZZZZZ .........
超 没 成 就 感 的 ，，，，，，
hmm ............ 可 能 是 之 前 所 留 下 来 的 阴 影 吧 。。。
害 怕 付 出 太 多 了 自 己 受 到 伤 害 。。。。
我 知 道 这 种 思 想 是 要 不 得 的 。。。
可 真 的 很 害 怕 又 受 到 无 畏 的 伤 害 。。。
心 突 然 之 间 好 难 受 。。。。。
='[

i shouldn't angry with my friend today .........
haizzzzzZZZZZZZ ~
couldn't control my mood again ~~
what i suppose to do for tmr ???!!!
black face again ???!!!
haizzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~
band practice tmr ..........
i wanna make myself HIGHER ~~
haha ~
my cousin wanna get married soon ~
hmm .. my family and i will be attending to the wedding party ~
hehe ~ sure will damn fun ~~
hmm ... my cousin ~~ i love her when i was small ....
we used to play with each other every time ..
haizzZZZZZ ... ~
laugh together .. play together ..... hmm.
i just couldn't imagine that she will get married soon .....
my lovely cousin ~~
my childhood's best friend ..... hahaha
hmm .... i hope she'd find a good person ....
i sure will kill the person if he doesn't treat my cousin well ........
wanna see my cousin's face ??!! i will post it then .... =]

haha .. that's she ~
at the right side ..........
last person from the left ....
first person fron the right .........

heeh // she is quite pretty right ???!!! =]

hahah .... i am the small small one ~~
the one that looked like crazy one ~ XD
that was my birthday ...hehe
my birthday's cake was so freaking big and cute ...
hahaah .......
that's all for today ~ BB ~ =]

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在 乐 队 。。。。
我 已 不 懂 得 什 么 是 信 心 ～～

wahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe !!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!
muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!
wakazkazkazkazkazkazkazkazkazkazkaz !!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so freaking LOVE TODAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhahaha ~~ laugh for the whole day !!!!!!!!!
ahahhaha !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheh ~~~
quite happy ~~ =]
and i really did enjoy today practice ~~ =]
hmmmmmMMMMMMM ~~
BUT ~ how about the board >>>???!!!
she is going to kill me ~~ ='(
haizzZZZZZZ ~~ HOW ????!!
tak tau nak buat apa lah ~~
haizzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ ~~~
hmmm ........
this morning heard XX funny story ~
actually it's not a story it's a real thing that really happened before ~~ hahaah
hahhahaah ~~ thx friends ~~ really do love u all ~~
hehe ~ but heo ... haizzzZZZ ~~
not her fault also ~~ so ..........
dun beh siok her lo ~~ =]
haha ~~ today ... guess what ??!!!!!!
pi ke discipline room dan jahit saya punya *'qun kou' *
ahhhhh ~~ stupid eh discipline teacher ........
went into the room.... gave me needle thread and scissors ....
then started sewing lo ~ haha
MS.PAU really cakap banyak ~~
keep talking to me while i sew the stupid thing ~
hmm .... MS .PAU is actually not bad lah .....
heheh ~ started to like her ... XD

hahh ~~ in class ~~
HIGH TILL ~~ =.=''''
haha ~~ i love singing !!!!!! hhehe .....
sang till high high today ~~ wahahah ~...
hheheheehehe ~~ I LOVE K3C !!
and pls my friends dun say that 3 word in front of me again ~~
i really will gone mad soon ~~ XD
YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is a BEAUTIFUL DAY that i always want ~~ =]
i want everyday to be like this !!!!!!
ehheheheheh ~~

such a beautiful day ~~ =]