i am exhausted.

Yet My Heart is in Pain.

So much pain that it makes me feel wanna die.

Thank YOU . =)

Well .

Somehow.

LOL.

Suddenly

my mouth stuck.

=.=

Because dunno how to thank you guys .

Thank you so much for making my day so special.

So,

Let's get started in the morning.

LOL.

今年的生日，

以为没红包拿了。

可

是，

意外地，

妈妈给了我一包红包。

因为

历年来都是从爸的手中接过红包的。

往年的今天

爸已在医院

不管他的身子被许许多多的管给叉着

他还是忍痛的从他的背后取出已准备好的红包。

那封红包我到

现在还保存着。

非必要时绝对不会使用里面的金钱。

因为

那

是

最后从爸手中

接过的红包。

意料之外的最后一封红包。

那封红包

是接得最令人痛苦的红包。

好了。

都是过

去了。

虽然想时很痛苦。

但

我要坚强。

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2nd Scene: School.

=.=/.

Went to Canteen to search my Darling Wee Nee !!

Haha.

Guess what ???

She made a whole lot of cheese cakes !!

hahaha .....

Poor Nee NEE...

Because she spent 3 hours ++ to do the cake.

i tasted

LOVE

&

FRIENDSHIP

in the cake.

=)

Anyway,

No matter what she did,

even that she didn't wish m

e or present me anything.

She is still my bestest friend FOREVER.

Honestly,

i wasn't treat her well last year.

and also my desk mate,

because my mood was very very BAD.

Sorry that i am so aggressive.

&

So much thanks because you guys are always there whenever i need you guys.

=)

You guys save me from the dark world.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

3rd Scene : Classroom

I was very surprised when i saw a letter on my chair.

i took it out and there was a birthday card.

Already knew who is it when i first saw the letter.

LOL.

Really is her.

haha.

Just.

i'm so gammmmm dongggg..

=.=

Thanks alot k.

LOl.

Dunno how to express my feelings to u ..

XD

Will call you at night. haha.

&

Dear S5F ,

thank you so much for the birthday wishes.

Though you guys dunno me well./

After all,

it wasn't so bad to study in S5F !!

ahaaaaa

=

)

i am kinta get used to it now

=D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last Scene :

My lovely HOME.

Took out my keys.

Opened the doors.

Have got 2 doors and 4 locks.

=.=

And.

2 Big birthday CAke came into my eyes !!

hahaha.

Thanks Mama !!!

Guess what .....

Mom gonna buy a violin for me !!!

A violinnnn !!!!

hahahaha

=ppppppppppp

Once again,

Thanks so much for making a special day for me !!

=)

hmm.

I love Mama.

I love Sis.

&

i HEART

YOU !

=)

this 2 birthday cakes are from Jenny Cake House in Pulau Tikus!

Their cakes are gorgeous and damn delicious !

Breakfast : Cheese cake

Lunch : Cheese cake + KFC !

goshh.

Dunno how to cut down my weight after that !

Shit.

TC still told me not to eat too much because gonna make new uniform.

=.=

说真的。

很怀念以前

没有纠纷，

没有悲伤，

没有痛苦，

只有欢笑,

只有分享,

只有开心,

的日子。

我

们

是

否

能

回

到

过

　 去？　

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

对不起，

因为我已习惯了没有微笑的表情。

仿佛戴着面具的活死人。

True Friends.

原来，

正真的朋友。。。

在你沉默的时候

她们会感受到你的困扰、你的感受

而你也无需用言语来表达你的感受

因为她们的

关心与细心

早已看透你心中的一切

虽然我们在不一样的地方读书，

但她们都好像在我身边。

因为她们不知我在那里干些什么。

所以托一个在我身旁的朋友。

问一问我的状况。

其实我错了。

以为没有真真关心自己的朋友。

突然间。

我是多么

地惜福。

唉。

相反的。

那些嘴里挂着为你好的字句的朋友，

不断地在你的伤口上撒盐。

撒得对，

会对你有大帮助。

撒得不对，

就会把你

伤得越重。

。。。。。。。。。。。。

妒忌 ？？！！

我真么都没了。

学业？

烂

！

知心朋友?

不能常见面~

。。。。。。。

难道别人对我的一点点爱意

你都过不去吗？！　

..............................................

好渴望昨天那样快活的日子！

完全不被烦恼给缠着。

那天，

风

很强。。。

很猛。。。

都把我的烦恼吹到九霄云外了。

那时候的我

是多么的舒服！

多么

地自在！

虽然那样的感觉不持久。

但我依然怀念。

唉。

再过

几天。

要去看望爸了。

那天的每一个事物。

我

都

历

历

在

目

。

i can't hold on anymore .

Looking on the wounds and scars which carved on my body.

It didn't feel anything.

But the heart break into pieces instead.

Why must i make my mom worry about me ?

WHY ?

Why must i make my mom unhappy ?

WHY ?

Missing you hard.

At least we could share anything.

那种喘不过气的感觉又再次袭击我。

厌倦了这一切。

Hateee Schoollll

Don't want to go to SCHOOL !

Because,

Don't want to see a single human being.

=.=