MY LOVELY TEADY

i cant sleep without it ~~~~~
haha........ i am childish....
i love u ~~~~

MY LOVER -MY FIFE

PRESENT FROM JING RU

I AM LOST IN THE DARKNESS

DARKNESS

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

SHOPPING DAY

today........ guess what ?????????!!!!!!!!!!
i am not going to post thing about band .......
hahahhaahhaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa..........
LET'S CLAP OUR HAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.... i know i am mo liu............
but it is a good thing 4 me.............

today.... wow........
shop here and there ///////////
first went to Queens bay.........
my mother brought many new shirt for me.......
cause i am going to KL........
i love the HUSH PUPPY 1..........
it is so lovable...........
and a few BODY GLOVE trousers........
try all those shirt and short .........
ahhaaaa...............
i kept wear and took off my shirt.........
hahaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaa........
and most important i brought a new digital camera !!!!!!!!
haaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........
it cost me about RM 500 and above...........
wow....... i am so freaking love it !!!!!!!!!!!

A DAY ENDED WITH NOTHING

today was the graduation ceremony.........
erm............ nothing happen......
when the ceremony ...............
my head was like spinning.............
and my whole body as cold as the ice........
wow........... really suffering..................
we sat there about 3 hours and above.........
haha.... all round butt become square butt...
haha..... in the end of the ceremony...........
f5band member came and join us in the performance.........
haha........ last time performance with the f5...............

dunno why............................
i am not in love with the band already..............
but i still care about all the band thing..............
actually i cant put down all the thing ...............
every time anything happen ......... band thing.......
no matter how i will have a lot of feeling................
i want to 4got everything about band...............
and stop posting thing about band..............
but i cant ...............
haizZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.........
I WANT TO 4GET ABOUT BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT BAND ANYMORE.....
but i cant....................... haizzzzzz..FAILURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after the ceremony...........
everyone seem like so happy and enjoy....
but i just feel nothing...........
after giving all my present...........
then went back home already...........
haizzzzzzz...................
every time after band performance.......
they all like so HIGH ...............
then me........... just standing or sitting beside the auditorium..........
haha... a stupid person sitting there,.............
in band....... i am nothing..........
i am a rubbish there.............
langsung tak ada kehadiran saya..........
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.......
A BEAUTIFUL DAY ENDED WITH NOTHING.......

GO !!!!! GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO !!!!!!!!!!!

MUST ADD OIL TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CANT OUT OF TUNE LER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST BLOW VERY WELL !!!!!!!

CANT LET THEM DISAPPOINTED !!!!!!!!!!
HAHA...
I CANT WAIT TO GIVE THEM MY PRESENT !!!!!!

THEN.......................
AFTER THIS CEREMONY................
MAYBE I AM NOT CLARINETIST.......
SO THIS FEW WEEK OR DAY...
MUST APPRECIATE THE TIME WITH CLARINETIST !!!!!!

MY HEART

I WANT TO ASK MY HEART.....
IF I REALLY CAN CHANGE SECTION........
I WILL NEVER REGRET ???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME ?????!!!!!!!!
I ASK MY HEART AGAIN AND AGAIN ............
BUT I STILL DON'T HAVE THE ANSWER ......
WHY I WANT TO CHANGE SECTION ?????!!!!
JUST BECAUSE OF THAT WOMAN ?????!!!!!!!!
OR I HAVE OTHER REASON ????????!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUNNO......... I AM NOT SURE ........................
I AM CONFUSE......................................................
WHAT I AM SURE IS MY HEART IS ALREADY
FULL OF PAIN AND HURT..................
HAIZZZZ.... I AM TOTALLY A FAILURE........
WHAT I WANT OR NEED .....................................
I ALSO DUNNO.......................................................
AND................
SOMEONE TOLD ME............................................
IF U REALLY LOVE MUSIC SO U CANT GIVE UP EASILY.......
HAIZZZZZZZ.................. BUT........................
FROM NOW ON I JUST WANT HAPPINESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE LER.....
I JUST WANT ME TO BE HAPPY ..........................
HAIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ................
IN CONCLUSION................................................
I AM A FAILURE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THE BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I AM SAD........
WHO'S THERE ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ORCHESTRA MEMBER) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN I AM ALONE ..........
WHO'S THERE ????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ORCHESTRA MEMBER ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN I AM HURT ..........
WHO'S THERE ???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ORCHESTRA MEMBER ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHEN I AM IN THE RAIN.......
WHO'S THERE ????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ORCHESTRA MEMBER ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY...................
A ORCHESTRA MEMBER...........
CRY.................................................
BECAUSE OF ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEI QI.....
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......
DON'T CRY LER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO NOTHING FOR ORCHESTRA !!!!!!!!!!!!
REALLY !!!!!!!!!!! I DO NOTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T CRY BECAUSE OF ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE PCGHS ORCHESTRA !!!!!

I LOVE CHOCOLATE...

OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GUESS WHAT ???!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOOO FATTY NOW...........
I ATE TOO MANY CHOCOLATE LER....
MY COUSIN LAR......
BROUGHT SO MANY CHOCOLATE FOR ME.....

BAND PRACTICE

today band practice........
was really fun..... cause ............
guess what???!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i combine with clarinetist.........
haha... bass clarinet and clarinet was really MATCH......:)
ha ha..........but clarinetist.........
u all must put more effort ler.............
cant drop already.........
haiz......... i know i dont have the right to say u all....
but i have to...........................
we all together must improve a lot and a lot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if can i really want to practice with u all together........
all together improve our clarinet...........
but i think we dont have chance to play the clarinet together ler....
but ....maybe after this ceremony..... i am not clarinetist anymore.....
cant practice with u all ler...
but ...... i din have sweet memory with u all also...........
is the time for us to separate up......
maybe this is a good thing................
we all will have time relax ourselves.......
erm..... is not RELAX ....... i just dunno how to describe.......
..............................

thanks to all the band member that care about me.....
but..... is not that i want happy so that i can happy.....
last year till now ....... many thing happen.........
and all the thing ........
hurt me till i dunno how to say.........
and now................
i think...............
haizZZZZZZ..........
i speechless..................
i try hard to forget all the thing that hurt me.........
but it is really HARD.......
but ........ i dont care anymore......
I WANT TO CHANGE SECTION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although i learn the clarinet for 2 year...........
bass clarinet (1year and a half)
this 2 year really was my
especially clarinet............
erm.............i remember when i was f1...
after the band practice i mean recess time.........
all band member go to recess ler..
but me this stupid people..........
still practicing the clarinet in the auditorium......
but still..... the sound is terrible..........
but now.... my clarinet sound is better ler...
that's my effort...........
and now i throw my effort to the rubbish.........
MY EFFORT...
HAIZZZZZ........ :(

BAND PRACTICE

haha... today band practice.....
was totally FUN.....

沮 丧

今 天 当 我 一 走 进 AUDITORIUM。。。
看 到 CLARINETIST 很 不 开 心。。。。
不 知 道 又 发 生 什 么 事 情 了。。。。
过 后。。。
看 到 XX 哭 了。。。。
然 后 又 看 到 XX 哭 了。。。
心 里 很 难 受。。。
那 时，
真 的 很 想 去 安 慰 她 们。。。
可 是， 不 像 是CLARINETIST 的 我。。。
走 过 去。。。 不 知 道 要 说 什 么。。。
况 且。。 她 们 会 听 我 说 话 吗？？？
不 会 ！！！！！
然 后。。 我 便 悄 悄 地 离 去 了。。。
我 崩 溃。。。。
她 们 只 会 听 那 只 妖 怪 的 话。。。
然 后 又 看 到。。。
整 团 的CLARINETIST。。。
在 哪 儿。。。
谈 心 说 事。。。。
自 己 也 是CLARINETIST 的 我。。。
每 一 天 看 她 们 在 哪 儿 一 起 笑 一 起 哭。。。。
但， 也 是CLARINETIST 的 我 融 不 进 去。。。
心 里 会 是 多 么 地“ 好 受”。。。
现 在 很 想。。。 很 想。。。。
快 点 离 开CLARINET。。。。
离 开 这 个 伤 心 地。。。。
搬 去 令 一 个 家。。。
从 新 过 一 个 新 生 活。。。。

TO: CHINESE ORCHESTRA MEMBER
华 乐 成 员。。。。。
这 些 日 子 里。。。。
根 你 们 一 起 过 得 很 开 心。。。。
真 的 真 的 很 开 心。。。
很 感 谢 你 们 在 这 些 日 子 里 陪 我 渡 过 难 熬 的 日 子。。。
也 感 谢 你 们 一 直 以 来 对 我 的 关 心。。。
我 会 努 力 练 好 我 的 琐 呐 ！！！！！！
不 会 让 你 们 失 望。。。

BLAH BLAH

Sorry... 2day i late again to band practice...

but 2day i really have reason.....

nobody can fetch me so i went to school by bus......
it is not that i don't want to go.........
really really din have people to fetch me.........

2day PUI YING talk to me.....
she want to hear me...
then... guess what.....
i started to talk NONSENSE again.... hahaha...
but i really appreciate it..........
really THANKS TO PUI YING......
u did comfort me a lot...
sorry if i say something that hurt u or what......
but... i really cant respect that person.....
I AM SO FREAKING HATE HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FREAKING HATE HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!
erm.... u know/??!!! pui ying...........
I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA.........
but i still want to change section.....
but i want to stay in WINDS.....
erm..... when i am talking to pui ying........
some 1 going out and then look at us.....
erm.... that some 1...........
u have thing to say to me hor?????
i'm very curious lar......

MY SICKNESS

I am a lost cause on this earth.
Nothing in the eyes of those around.
A useless f*ck conceived at birth,
worth more fertilizing the ground.

I am the black sheep in the herd.
A plague within the race of man.
An empty vessel that only hurts.
A corrupted soul full of sin.

No one gives a damn about my pain;
no one can see the loneliness inside.
All I can do is stand in the rain,
waiting for someone to come by my side.

The chance of that happening is slim,
and I will slowly fade in time.
My outlook on the future is dim
for my very existence is a crime.

I'm just waiting around to die.
My death will make everyone happy.
Come look into my blackened eyes:
I'm just a remnant of reality.
I'm just an infection.
I'm nothing.

2DAY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY
UNHAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haizZZZ....

WHY ???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the time that i dont want to go to band ...
i am so healthy....
but when the time i miss the band....
i SICK........
haizZZZZZ..........
why always like this 1 ??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the GOD din help me also.....

now....
i am still feeling not well.....
cant eat much kor...
and my stomach still very pain...
still feel like want to vomit.....
BUT I DUN CARE !!!!!!!!!!!!!
whether i die or not..........
i still want to go to school.....
no matter how !!!!!!!!!!!!!
never been so sick before.......
haizZZZZZZZ.....
why??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why????????????!!!!!!!!!
the timing was not right !!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz...................
and something bad gonna happen ler......
duno whether 2mr has band practice anot.....
i WANT TO GO !!!!!!!!!!!!
I MUST GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometime..........
OH NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is every time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY LUCK IS BAD !!!!!!!!!!
HAIZZZ... cant blame anybody......
this is my nasib..............
haiz.................................
really hope that i will be lucky next time.......

SICK

Today ........
really was a BAD DAY......
I VOMIT + DIARRHOEA + BAD FEVER.....
HAIZ.......
4 the whole day i only ate the air......
(that 's mean i cant eat anything)
WOW........
very hungry but cant eat......
haiz.........
2mr have band practice......
haiz... maybe i cant go to school ler.....
but just dunno why i want to go 4 it......
thanks to JING RU and TAN WAN.....
(orchestra member)
thx 4 come and visit me........
i really APPRECIATE it...........

A BUSY SATURDAY....

Yesterday....... i go to orchestra and band practice sgain........
haizZZ... i must put more effort on my sou na.........
my sound really TERRIBLE...

HAIZ.....not much time left ler...........
after the ceremony......
i will more focus on the orchestra.......
maybe Saturday i wont come to band practice ler.....
really sorry..... cause i don't have much time ler...

BAND......
ERM......SORRY.... that i always late 4 band......
but i have no choice..... i have to........
i don't want to sitting on the chair 4 the whole day....
and i will focus more on the orchestra..........
cause December have a important competition..........
but i promise i will put effort on my BASS CLARINET too....
i wont let my bass clarinet drop .......
i will practice it hard too.......
but after the ceremony i will more focus on the orchestra......
on the saturday...... i will go to the band when combine.......
cause saturday is a important day 4 me.......
cause this is the only time to practice the SOU NA......
i can't practice on MONDAY and WEDNESDAY cause i will disturb the people that studying in the class....
cause the SOU NA was really NOISY........

WOW.... GUESS WHAT??!!!

i have chance to blow the FLUTE......
my friend coming back from somewhere........
she is a flutist......
she give chance to try out her FLUTE.....
wow.... it was GORGEOUS..........
the flute is much easier than i thought..........
easier than my BAMBOO FLUTE.....
but the sound is DIFFERENT......
I AM IN LOVE THE FLUTE NOW....
wow.... the feeling is good when u are blowing ur favourite instrument....
the sound produce by you..........
WOW... it is was really fun.......
haha....
thx 2 her 4 giving me chance 2 try out the flute...

HAHA... AGAIN AND AGAIN........
go to the BUTTERWORTH AGAIN !!!!!!!!!
HAHA... BUT THIS TIME WAS QUITE FUN.....

GUESS WHAT.....
I WENT TO THE FUNFAIR.................
HAHAHA............
a 14 years old girl went to the funfair.........
i think i am the oldest people in the funfair.......
but it was really fun ................
i never so enjoy before with my little cousin..........
we both try out everything in the funfair........
although it was quite expensive...........
but it was really worth it......
erm ..... RM 2 4 1 token..........
hahaha................
i have nothing to say with except fun...............
hahaha..... so many laughter yesterday................
i mean when playing in the funfair..........
haha............. hope everyday also pass like this.....

I MISS OUT A GOLDEN CHANCE

tomorrow have orchestra and band practice......
then ............
haiz.............
the ceremory is around the corner.....
i cant run away from band already..........
but ...........
i dont want SECTION time..........
cause it is really boring that time............

so..... i have decided go to orchestra and then go to the band.....
that's right..............
cause when outdoor time......
that's really ..... haiz./............
SPEECHLESS.......

AND........
i dont want to see someone face.......
it make me VOMIT....
today..... very NO MOOD........

dunno why.......
i still worrying about a lot of thing .........
HAIZZZZZZZZ
when i have the chance to say out my feeling....
then ............
i will talk NONSENCE..........
saying thing that are NOT THE POINT.........
oh. pls.........
i think i really make her.......
think that i am NONSENCE...............
i should told her........
haiz.. but MY MOUTH...........
CANT COOPERATE WITH MY MIND.........
i really stupid ..................
that is a golden chance 4 me to say out all my feeling.............

and i just wasting her time.........
she gonna have exam ..........
and me this stupid person go to disturb her.........
sry.... XX...........

THX 2 JING RU.....
CAUSE SHE BROUGHT ME A HUGE AND CUTE LOLLIPOP.....
HAHA..........
REALLY THX YAAA..........
I REALLY LOVE IT.........

感 受

今 天 的 乐 队 练 习 我 又 迟 到 了。。。
说 真 的。。。。
每 一 天 在 去 乐 队 之 前。。。。。。。。。。
我 都。。。。。。。。。。
拼 命 地 找 理 由 迟 到。。。。。。。。。。
留 在 哪 儿 多 一 秒 钟 我 都 不 想。。。
最 近 的 练 习 因 为 有Y S 和 XX 所 以 我 才 好 过 一 点。。。。
可 是 我 在 哪 儿 想 了 很 久。。。。
她 们 能 来 得 了 多 少 天 呢 ？？？？？
我 不 可 以 这 样 依 赖 了。。。。
明 年。。。。。。。
我 会 是 怎 样 的 呢？？？？！！！！
我 敢 肯 定 日 子 一 定 是 不 好 过 的 ！！！！！！
继 续 逃 避 乐 队 吗？？？？！！！！！
心 里 面 的 痛 谁 都 不 能 理 解。。。。。。。。
每 天 去 乐 队 不 是 在 看 天 花 板 就 是 在 发 呆。。。。
这 样 的 日 子 能 过 得 了 多 少 天 呢？？？？？
我 真 的 很 感 谢Y S。。。。。
谢 谢 你 在 这 几 天 里 教 我。。。。。
真 的 不 会 那 么 闷 了。。。。。
可 是 终 有 一 天 你 们 也 会 离 开 我 们。。。。
那 时 候 我 会 怎 样？？？？
。。。。。。。。。。
对 不 起。。。。。
我 真 的 不 想 这 样 迟 到 但 我 不 能 像 你 们 所 说 的 根 时 间 比。。。。。。
我 没 有 这 勇 气。。。。
也 更 加 没 有 这 能 力。。。。。。。。。
我 现 在 就 好 像 被 封 在 一 个 黑 暗 的 世 界 里。。。。
不 只 道 往 哪 儿 走。。。。。。
也 不 能 走。。。。。
现 在 的 我 换SECTION 不 能。。。
退 乐 队？？？？
方 心 我 绝 对 不 会 做 这 种 事。。。。。。。。。

HAHA....
HOW COULD I PONTENG SEKOLAH......
I JUST SUFFER FROM BAD FEVER....
HAHA...........
I KNOW I AM KINTA COLD....

HAHA......
but now is better ler....
but i still hope that 2mr i can escape from school.....
haha...

PONTENG SEKOLAH

HAHA................

I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP MY STUDY AND FOCUS ON MY MUSIC LER......

HAHA.................

SO TODAY...........

I PONTENG SEKOLAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA..............

I AM TOO LAZY TO WAKE UP GROM MY BED LER....

BAND PRACTICE

Today band practice 1.30~3.30....
i was like CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS TOTALLY FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WAS TOTALLY ENJOY 2DAY !!!!!!!!!!
HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DIN FEEL BORE 2DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIRST TIME FEEL SO HAPPY IN THE BAND!!!!!!!!!
HAHA.....
i hope everyday also like this .....
enjoy and happy the whole day.....

2day was soooooo........
my stomach was like ..........
first till last period.....
it was really torturing...........
REALLY PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz... me suffering from stomachache..........
and i keep screaming in the class about my stomach....

wow.. guess what?????????????//
i went to QUEENBAYS....................
AND BROUGHT A NEW FLUTE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..... but its real name is FIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO gorgeous AND BEAUTIFUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COOL RIGHT???!!!

yesterday.... back home at 2AM !!!!! wow.............
i am toooooooo tired so i post it 2day.............................
and i am so freaking HATE yesterday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizZ........... u know why//?????!!!! it was soooo !!!!!!

yesterday... got hua yue practice...... so woke up at 7......
then go to school pack up my sou na and blow blow blow.....
it was like sooooooooo terrible................
i keep running out my note...............
haiz.... and my lip .... PAINFUL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
erm.... then it was nothing much happen.......
12PM... went home..........................................

GUESS WHAT I DID??????
jump into my bed and SLEEP...........
haha... i suppose to ENJOY my sleep till 3 something......
but.... my aunt PHONE my father again AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guess what have to go to BUTTERWORTH AGAIN AGAIN !!!
then ... the bridge was like ........... STUCK !!!!!!!!
i sat on the cushion about 1 hour...... haha...
that time my bum already burn.........
i keep GRUMBLING in the car.....
then ... reach my aunt house......
OOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
something funny happen......
my aunt said she want to take my little to poke her ear....
haha...when we reach the shop.........
they let my sister sat down on a chair.....
then ... my sister was like
haha.. i guess the "RAIN" will fall.......... haha....
when they took up the pistol..... ~~ erm i dunno how to say that silly thing....
guess what happen ........ my sister SCREAM !!!!!
haha... then she grab my hand and keep saying BU YAO BU YAO!!!!!!
but it is too late d..... they have to poke her ear le.....
oh... poor darling.........
haha... my sister became the centre of attention...
everyone in the shop look at my sister......
then they counted 1 2 3... POOM!!!!!!!!
and my sister tear started to rush out.........
haiz.... what can we do...... we just sat GUAI LE BU YAO KU LE.....
HAIZZZZZZZZZZ......

and drove to the seafood restaurant.... and eat EAT EAT !!!!!!
then again WE SAT TILL 1200 O'CLOCK IN THE MIDNIGHT........
HAHA.... i sat on the chair 4 6 hour something.................
haha... my round bum became SQUARE BUM....HAHA..
then i start to do stupid thing.......
i send the stupid msg to everybody in my phone......
I SEE A STUPID PERSON SEE SMS LIKE THIS....
haha... almost everybody in my phone saw my joke....
but it is not funny...... haha.......

haiz..........
I WANT TO GIVE UP MY STUDY AND FOCUS ON MY MUSIC !!!!!!!!!!
HAHA....................
I HAVE DECIDED IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO THE ZHENG ZHENG GIRL... (YUEH ZHENG)

Yesterday go to the butterworth again......
i ate loads and loads of food........
haha... that time my stomach want to burst ler..
but the food was really
there i have have picture with it~~