I MISS OUT A GOLDEN CHANCE

tomorrow have orchestra and band practice......
then ............
haiz.............
the ceremory is around the corner.....
i cant run away from band already..........
but ...........
i dont want SECTION time..........
cause it is really boring that time............

so..... i have decided go to orchestra and then go to the band.....
that's right..............
cause when outdoor time......
that's really ..... haiz./............
SPEECHLESS.......

AND........
i dont want to see someone face.......
it make me VOMIT....
today..... very NO MOOD........

dunno why.......
i still worrying about a lot of thing .........
HAIZZZZZZZZ
when i have the chance to say out my feeling....
then ............
i will talk NONSENCE..........
saying thing that are NOT THE POINT.........
oh. pls.........
i think i really make her.......
think that i am NONSENCE...............
i should told her........
haiz.. but MY MOUTH...........
CANT COOPERATE WITH MY MIND.........
i really stupid ..................
that is a golden chance 4 me to say out all my feeling.............

and i just wasting her time.........
she gonna have exam ..........
and me this stupid person go to disturb her.........
sry.... XX...........