LOST.

It isn't hard to make a decision.

It's just that I'm afraid. 

I really want to ....

But think of the consequences that I have to take.

The consequences that I know & don't know.

I'm lost. 

It's my very last year.

 I don't want any unhappy memories. 

NOT ANYMORE.

But think the other way around ,

maybe it will be a very wonderful year for me ?

Who knows ?

Sigh.

Somebody help me please.