希望今天是最后伤心的一天。

明年会是开开心心的一年。

跌了四班。

那班。

看不见自己要好的朋友。

很凄凉。

从中一到现在

都是上上下下

可是今年却下得太厉害了

唉。

我得接受

坦然地接受

虽然自己不能习惯那里的环境

还是得接受

我得振作

因为明年将会是我人生的转折点

必须从堕落中站起来

寻找另一个人生方向。

虽然跌得很深

可是我会从谷底爬上来。

=(

忧郁症

恐惧症

暴躁症

压力症

一一向我袭来

我快疯了。

爸，

你回家好不好？

WHY

WHYYY

WHYYYYY

WHYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

STOPP ITT.

DAMNN IT.

承受不了别人对我的异光。

我要向前看！

我要向前冲！

Do believe in me.

That's how i can do it.

=)

不知为什么。

今天练棒很不顺利。

东撞西翻的。

平时丢得多也接得多。

今天竟然十丢九落地。

唉。

好累。

好气。

气死了。

怎么会这样？？！！

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr/.

手指头好像一点好转都没有。

打算去看医生了。

免得肿得像馒头。

=.=

Last but not least,

i need to jump into my bed already.

-.-

Meet you in my dreams.

XD

到底自己要何时才能醒过来 ????!!!!!!

寒冷的心似乎温暖了一些。

谢谢你。

Feel so heartbroken.

Dad, will you be there to wipe my tears ?

5 days more to 2011.

4 days more to go back to the school.

2011.

Gonna be an important year for me.

~*Merry Christmas*~

May the good times and treasures of the present become the golden memories of tomorrow.

Wish you lots of love, joy and happiness.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

=)

i wanna scream.

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

AH

AHH

AHHHH

AHHHHH

AHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

糟了

我

荷尔蒙失调

=.=

Anyway,

Merry Christmas everybody !

My Only World

I could hear the bird chirping.

I could see the sun shining brightly in the daytime.

I could feel the winds blowing strongly against me.

I could feel the grasses under my feet.

I could feel nobody except the sounds of my breaking heart.

Wounds are nothing for me.

But the breaking of the heart could lead me to death.

Sometimes

Somehow

i am really sick of it.

My Patron Saint is gone.

GONE.

Somehow i wouldn't mind if you step into my world.

残酷的虎年

不知道在短短的那么一年里

夺取了多少条人命

老天

求你不要再收回人命了

可怜的阿伯

一夜之间

一座油香店烧成灰

一夜之间

一家五口

变成一家单口

阿伯

你要坚持着

好好的活下去

不然您的家人在地府也不好过

要开开心心渡过你的下半生

希望我对你的祝福会实现

眼看身边的亲朋戚友都一一离去

心。好。难。受。

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Do you guys believe that you can talk to somebody who had already gone to heaven?

for me.

yea.

i 100% believed that it's true.

Cause i gonna talk to my dad today .

Feeling a little bit scare and of cause i couldn't wait to talk to my dad .

Woke up quite early in the morning.

Ready to start our journey to Serang.

Seriously, i really dunno where that place is .

Weird.

i am feeling quite nervous right now.

it's not a competition or whatever ..

What would my dad say ??

Did he still remember us ??

Did he live happily in heaven ??

Thousand of questions in my mind.

Do you know how much i wanna know about him.

Hoping he will really talk to us later.

Hoping to see you .

Hoping to love you .

oh yessssSSSSSS.

Next year confirm got the formation competition alreadyyy....

Damn excited when Mr.Lim told me .

oh yea.

Gonna work hard Hard HARD.

haha .

My dream comes true.

LOL

心寒。

Who knows the price for grade one exam in Penang ??

and so on ??

i mean for woodwinds instruments.

yamaha or whatever~

Any good suggestions ??

hmm.

Do help me .

=.=

i know where i wanna go.

I know what i wanna do.

i know i must do it.

=)

Memories

oh good.

i had been searching for you for almost half year ~

Finally you appeared in my sight.

i was so upset when i thought i lost you ~

=.=

yea.

It's just a piece of musical score.

But it meant a lot to me.

The first time i learned to read musical notes.

The first song i learned in band.

The first time i learned to play musical instruments.

The first song i played in band.

The first time i met my seniors.

It really meant a lot to me.

Now,

i just can put this little thing into my memories to search for determination & happiness.

i wouldn't wilt until the end.

想起带着笑容的记忆

心中是多么的怀念

是否已忘了自己的笑容？

=.=

i want a treadmill at home .

=.=

do u feel that i am crazy ??

=.=

shhhhhHH

Gonna build up my muscle.

=.=

~*Langkawi Trip*~

Eagle Square

Tanjung Rhu

Crocodile Farm ~

Perdana Galeria

Langkawi Cable Car

Langkawi Underwater world

i love the blue sky . =)

Oh yea ~

Supposed to be a very wonderful trip~

but .

sigh..

i met an old witch ~

LOL

Anyway

i am very happy cause i could get rid of her now .

wow ~

i took 4 hours to finish this post ~

=.=

我的快乐都被你搞砸了。