I can't move my big thumb.

=(

Went to 铁打 just now ~

Damn pain !!

After treatment SUPER PAIN.

=.=

Wondering why/.

LOL

He is shocked.

He said, ' eh jua lu aneh je o cheh eh ?? ''

i replied,'' wa bo kua lo tak tak ji po to"

LOL.

I screamed a few times too.

LOL

Memang Sia Sui.

hMM.

So sorry mom, i make you worried again.

Dad.

The tears dropping down again.

It's like the rain pouring down without stopping.

The obstacles in the real life made me gone CRAZY.

Seriously,

I MISS MY DAD LIKE HELL.

Won't you come back and see me for a while ??

Dad,

please lend me a hand to escape from this dark world .

I could tell ,

the real world is worser than the hell.

Do you know how much i want to see you ,

Dad ?

ILY,D.

Got myself wet in the rain today .

In the early when i got to school .

In the afternoon when i came back from school .

The rain.

I hope it could wash away my pain/.

But it didn't/.

When the tears came in with the rain,

i couldn't know that the liquid drops on my face are the rain or the tears .

到底我会笑着还是带着眼泪离开？

I Dreamed a Dream

I dreamed a dream in time gone by

When hope was high

And life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid

And dreams were made and used and wasted

There was no ransom to be paid

No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night

With their voices soft as thunder

As they tear your hope apart

As they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side

He filled my days with endless wonder

He took my childhood in his stride

But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me

That we will live the years together

But there are dreams that cannot be

And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be

So different from this hell I'm living

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

美好的一天

在一起的感觉很棒。

看到彩虹的感觉

超

爽。

xD

=]

妈妈说她很开心。。

因为她看见我笑了。

=)

I love Mama.

Mama love me.

=)

清明节时雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂。

一年一度的清明节又再到来。

而今年的清明可以说是比往年特别得多。

因为。。。

历年都是和爸妈去拜祖先公公婆婆。

今年却得拜多一个坟墓也就是爸。

真是荒唐。

真想不到。

会有那么的一天。

看着自己和妹妹的名字刻在墓碑上。

真得很不习惯。

况且那张陌生又好像很熟悉的脸孔，

令我的思绪更加地混乱，更加地哀伤。

就觉得我家没什么多。

就是死人特别多。

或许很不吉利。

但，是事实。

我的舅舅家不断地添子添孙。

上个星期才生了两个宝宝。

当然，是两个不一样的人。

也就是我的表姐。

而我家却越来越少人。

屈指一数。

我这几个星期+今天，

都已经拜五个坟墓。

总共有7人。

公公婆婆。

外婆外公。

外公的妹妹也就是我妈的妈妈。

那时候给了她做孩子。

大姨婆。

爸。

劳累不是问题。

钱才是问题。

一个坟墓得花三百元。

当然这是妈妈说要给的。

她说每个都得种草。

子孙的生活才会美好。

可是 7 乘 RM300 呢？

2千一百。

说多不多。

说少不少。

给了一笔就不用给了。

那不是大事/。

可是，这钱年年都得支付。

天啊/。

怎么妈妈一点都不担心？

或许她身藏不露。

sigh/.

怎么我总觉得今年比往年更加地不顺利？

Please,

我妈妈不会向那姓王的要钱。

要供我读书我妈自然会想办法。

总有一天我会把整座 MTT 抢回来。

刚好昨天来了一个 LOGISTICS 讲座会。

似乎老天注定我要在 MTT 里做工。

在那里拿回家族产业。

既然老天已给我启示，

我就更应该走向这康庄大道。