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Monday, August 31, 2009

i am such a love failure ~

read someone's blog just now ~
yeaa ~ they are so sweet and happy compared to me and XX ....
i wish xx & i also could be like them ..
but it's so damn impossible ........
because of my /////////////........... *sigh*
both of them ...........
i can see they sacrificed a lot of things for each other.....
put a lot of effort to make their partner happy.....
they love & care for each other.......
they are brave because they truly love each other without caring about what other people think ~
compared to them ........
i am such a LOVE FAILURE ~
i cant stop caring what people think about me and xx........
i want only my self-respect but not xx....
i am such a love failure ........

Friday, August 28, 2009

haiz ~
终于可以写下这几天的心情了。。。
*趁着爸妈在忙着喝酒*
所以就没人来偷看我写东西啦~
这几天假期说闷不闷说爽不爽。。
HAIZ~不过对那每天都下的大雨烦得不能再烦。。。
老天爷啊~不要再下了好吗。。。
冷得我这几天都在发抖。。。
昨天爸带我们到太平动物园去~
我跟你说哦~ 
我那时还以为我发梦呢~
因为把从来不会带我们带这种地方去~ 
昨天是第一次~
心想他到底吃错了什么药~ 
还算开心啦~ =]
不过有时候那郁闷的心情令我喘不过气来~
说真的不明白自己为什么还那么放不下~
那么得固执~
是的我还很想念她~
他不在的感觉真的很空~ 
不管在做任何事情时都会想起她~
真的好无奈啊~ 

今天早上去学校做TRAFFIC的东西~
哪知道自己却偷偷溜去~哈哈哈哈。。。。
好久没有跟他们合奏了!!!
超爽的呢! 



hmmmmmmmmmmmm
but ~ i feel so uncomfortable ~
dunno why ~
i keep feeling the emptiness ~
it's so weird without her ~
playing her ~
haizzz i really do miss h.............
things changed so fast ~
and the time run even more fast ~
i want all the beautiful time back ~
sigh ~~~~~~`
one day she left without saying goodbye~
how would i feel ?
how would i going on my life ~~ ~~ haizzzzzzz~

changed topic ~ =]

after that went have lunch at the Little Wok restaurant ~
so damn yummmmmmmmmmyy man ~ XD
back home and sleep and began our journey to Butterworth ~
so now i am here blogging without my parents watching at me !!
finally got the FREEDOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yaa ~ pub again ~ haizzz~~~~
nowadays i am so damn annoy when i have to go to pub ~
so damn noisy ~
do nothing but sit there for all day long ~
the only thing is on9 lo ~
HAIZZ ~ one more thing ~
i dun even touch a single book during the holidays ~
doesn't have the mood to study ~
trial is around the corner ~
and i did nothing ~
Bravo ee teng !!!!!!
Wait to go to hell lahh ~ ~
wanna go to another place d ~
so have to off now ~
bye guys ~
enjoy my post ~ XD

Thursday, August 27, 2009

She is gone ~

Believe or not ~
Lynnie is gone ~ forever ~
haiz ~
loads of questions in my mind now ~
i dun want Lynnie to go ~
i want her back ~
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh ~~~~~
my mind is spinning noww ~~~~
i just read her blog ~
and i am too late ~
too late to say goodbye ~
because today is the day that she will gone ~
suddenly hate myself so much for not reading her blog past few days ~
it's too late now ~
my friend gone and i didnt get the chance to say goodbye ~
haizzzzz ~


PLEASE DO READ LYNNIE'S BLOG ~
http://rjmzlnclk.blogspot.com/

all happened such a sudden ~
just couldn't accept the true now ~
assuming that i wont have chance to see her again ~
no one sit beside me again ~~~~~
OH GOD ~
how could u do this to me ~
we are not best friends ~
but we are good friends ~
just couldn't accept that my friend is dead ~
really couldn't accept it ~
i hope all these is a dream ~
a bad dream ~

Monday, August 24, 2009

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Pouty

I Miss You

Thursday, August 20, 2009

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