~希望自己永远陶醉在那个美丽的梦里~
~永远都逃离这个残酷的世界~


i love u , Ru ~

~中秋佳节~

每年中秋佳节快到临时，
自己会不断地啃着月饼~
不管多了几万公斤也好。。
都抵挡不住那月饼的诱惑～
中秋佳节对我来说是非常有意义的。。
小时候的久家有一片广阔的草地。。
中秋一到来时，
家园都会挂满了五花八门的灯笼。。。
小孩子的我们也各提着自己喜爱的灯笼到处游荡。。
家园满满地充满了笑声。。。。
与表哥姐共渡的中秋更令人难忘。。。
现在呢。
久屋被可恶的发展商给拆了。。。
大家共渡的家园也没了~
现在大家都各奔前程。。。
哪会趁着佳节再次共聚？？
希望大家珍惜此佳节
与家人共度这欢乐时节。。。

希望跟她一起看着那圆满的月亮。。。。

the tears flow but i didnt know ~
the heart hurts but i didnt feel ~
are we gonna apart forever ?!
are we gonna lose the chance to see each other forever ??
all will be load of questions in my mind ~
i realized that there is no more sound in my world anymore ~
all i see is darkness ~~~
all i feel is loneliness ~~~
the coldness the helpless surrounded me ~
i have no space to breath ............
no other ways to let me escape from the dark world ........
just like the brown butterfly .......
trying hard to fly out from the creepy dark world ......
she wont stop her wings to fly over those beautiful dreams ~
she wont let all those dreams gone away ~
she wont stop herself until she found her own dream......
but please do make a light for her ~
she wont get to find her way in the dark world ......
a small little light will help her to lead to her dreams ~
pls help her ~
or else she will die in the dark hole without anyone knowing ~
do u know how much i love u ???

Bad Sick =(

DAMN DAMN DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!
today is holiday ~
yeah ~~
just hope i can enjoy myself today ~
but ~ WHO knows ???
the viruses suddenly came and destroyed my body ~
i didn't take a single drop of food since this morning ~
dun even have the appetite ~
then ~ go to shopping ~
bought alot of things ~
but i dun even give a smile ~
my mom felt weird ~
so she asked what the hell is happening ~ LOL
then i said NOTHING ~
see lah ~
tak boleh tahan but si tiok beh tahan ~
=.='''''
then i used my inner strength and waited until i reached home.. XD
i didnt take any medicine and straight go to bed ~
so now awake ~
didnt feel better though ~
but feel more worse ~
my stomach ''roller-coaster-ing'' ~ ==
my head spinning ~
damn damn damn !!!!
i want a beautiful day ~
not a suffer day !!!!!!!!

I wanna eat the marshmallow that my mom bought it just now !!! =(

yeahhhhh !!!!!!
i finally changed my blog layout ~
and this time ~
i am VERY satisfy with it !!!!!!!
hehehe ~
i like the butterfly and the music note ~
made me so comfortable ~
LOL ~
SO ~ enjoy my new layout lah ~ XD

haiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzz !!!!!!!
seriously !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want my previous blogger layout back !!!!!!!!
sobbbbbbbb !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
problem while editing my templates ~~
i am so freaking sad mannn ~
SOB ~~~
Bye Bye ~
wanna cry liao lah ~
i want my beautiful blog layout backkkkkkk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeahhh !!!!!!!
exam is finally over !!!!!!!!
ok ~ i mean trial exam ~
still have to face the P-M-R ~
haizzzzz ~
Guess what ??!!
i thought i will study hard for my trial exam ~
but in the end ~ hahahaha
i study 1 day before the exam !!!
i Ting Tong Tiang quite alot of them ~
u know ??!! i ting tong tiang for most of the Maths ~
and ~ i got six of them right !!!!!!!!
what theeeee ~ hahaha ~
saya memang ada kuasa untuk ting tong tiang ~
LOL ~
Siapa nak belajar daripada saya ??!!! XD
all subject also quite OK ~ ok ~ XD
except for the Maths 1 ~
the questions are so damn hard man~
but very easy for paper 2 ~
the teacher sok sok 1 ~ XD shhhhHHH~~~~
but overall also oklah ~
i MUST START TO WORK HARD NOW !!!
and i told my dad ~
if this time my results cant satisfy u ~
then ~~~~~
it's YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!!!!
cause non-stop bringing me to the pub !!!!!!!
caused me no time to study ~ LOL~
i only study for f3 Sejarah ~ XD
and study nothing for Geography ~
a big applause to me ~ XD
Guess how many marks will i get ~
gonna post it here after all the papers had marked ~
so be patient and see my suck results ~ haha
so ~
WORK HARD HARD & HARDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!
hahah ~ ok ~ wanna continue on9-ing ~ XD
Bye !!!!

~i miss u & i love u ~

yeaaa ~ i am not going to school again !!!
hhahaha ~ yeaa ~ i wanna study ~ buttt........
i woke up at 1 something today !!!!!!!
what the hell ~
hahah ~ then start on9-ing ~

My Laptop ~ =p

damn boring man ~
so i did some lame things ~ haha a ~
i love my computer ~ XD

*Master Pub*

*sigh* My Mood Killed Me ~ IMH ..........

THE TRIAL IS COMINGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i do nothinggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone is pia-ing now ~
except me ~
but that is usually me ~
tmr exam ~
today start revision ~
today helped my mom to wash her car and straight go to sleep ...
guess how many hours i did use my time to explore in my dream land ??!!
3.00 - 7.00 !!!!!!!!!! 4 hours !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i sleep for 4 hours during daytime !!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell i am doing ???!!!!
& u know ???!!!
i sleep everyday and wake up at the same time ~
this caused me no time to do any revision ~
cause i still have to take my time to eat and on9 ~
damn no mood to study since i am f2 ~
haiz ~ f3 ??!! still the same ~ or even worse !!!!
seriously ... i mh .........
thinking nothing but her ...........................
guess u all will sick of reading my blog ~
because all the posts are almost the same ~
i have got nothing to post except the tiny little thing that happened in my life ~
a dull life i have ~~~~~~~~~~
but sometimes my friends made some colours to it ~
but it's just help to cover my outer layer of life ~
it doesn't help anything ..........
it doesn't really cure my heart ~
my heart really got hurt when XX bluff me ~
but i am glad she is fine ~
nothing happened to her ~
we will remain our friendship !! =D

My Only World ~
my only world will never seem bright without her existence ......
s is the only person that could get into my only world ~
nobody but h ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~