身在困境，

身不由己，

无可奈何，

惟有坚决，

以获重生。

My Mom.

Yes,

i am having exam fever.

Almost all of the students too.

Hold the books every day until late in the midnight.

Hold. Not study.

I should be more hardworking than other people because not having tuition.

But,

the opposite way happened instead.

Really don't have mood to study at all.

From A dropped to C.

From C up to B.

From B dropped to F.

I know I am the hot topic this year.

No matter how hard i tried to wake up.

I'm still trapped in the dreams.

My mom.

She keeps wanting me to sleep early every day.

But i couldn't.

I replied,

I will get zero mom!

LOL. Very funny/.

Guess what she said.

She said,

Nevermind , as long as you have enough sleep.

Yet,

I cried.

Leaving.

The feeling of leaving is near.

Very near.

5 years.

I don't want to end up like that.

This year should be the hardest year for me.

HARDEST.

Wondering what will be the ending ?

ENDING.

Thousand of thoughts in my mind.

Why should i suffer like this ?

At the end,

it doesn't worth a single thing.

The thing that i love and care the most,

become the thing that hurts me the most.

LOST.

TOTALLY LOST.

Nevertheless,

I have never regretted.

Running Out of Time.

Hmm.

so

Damn

Worried.

We are running out of time.

We still have how many days left ?

How many practice day left ?

*up there*

LOL.

=(

i think should pray to God every day.

=.=

I think we should pray to ourselves more.

=.=

Silver Dragon Jade Sculpture Flute

GOSH.

I want this chinese flute NO MATTER HOW !

LOL

i am so freaking love it !!

ahhhh !!

Buy one for me ?!!

XD

Guess i will survive by having bread and butter forrrr

one year ???

0.o

hmmm

i think it shouldn't be enough.

=.=

Oh my baby !

Come to me !

XD.

Happiness.

Yesterday night was the happiest moments for me since last year.

=]

It'd be so great if everyday could be like this/.

=)

At least let me realized that i am not wasting my time there.

LOL.

Sometimes,

it'd be great when you stay away from yourself.

But not all the time you can,

Do appreciate the time when you can.

Ha.

The moments when happiness approached me,

I felt as if i am in Heaven.

=}

Star. *

One day ,

i shall be one of those

Bright Shining Stars.

Recovering. =)

Do you guys realize that i didn't update my bloggie so frequently already ??

=D

Bad thing for YOU ??

haha

But what i am sure is ...

i don't know.

it's definitely a good things for me !!!

aahahaaaa...

=.=

i'm recovering .

=)

I found what i lost.

Finally knew that what i lost is my

CONFIDENT.

Now,

I

GOT

IT BA