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原 来 如 此 。。。
什 么 是 痛 ？！
什 么 是 真 真 的 痛 ？？！！
你 能 了 解 吗 ？？！！
爱 情 的 路 走 错 了 。。。
希 望 从 新 来 过 。。。
不 要 再 走 回 那 条 路 。。。。
可 是 这 条 路 我 已 走 了 。。。
半 路 停 下 。。。
卡 在 哪 儿 。。。
不 能 走 也 不 能 往 后 退 。。。
永 远 停 在 哪 儿 。。。
期 待 末 日 的 来 临 。。。
我 真 的 走 错 了 。。。...........

something flashed into my mind just now ~
i wanted to apologize to my "best-pal" ...............
i am so sorry , bass clarinet .....
i couldn't find a new friend for u ~
*sigh*
i was the first 1 who played with u ....
and i really really didn't hope that i was the last 1 too ...
they wont use bass clarinet for this year school concert ........
but after this concert ......
we all will be practicing for next year competition ....
who else will be willing to practice with u where you are not needed ????!!!!!
haizzzzZZZZZZZZZ ~~~~
wo bu xi wang ni jue zi jue sun arh ~~
i really hope that i can play with you in this school concert ...
but they wont allow me to change instrument again .....
i am so so sorry ............
i wont forget the last time we made the music together !!!

i finally understand why they dun allow me to change section last year .......
haizzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ ~~~~~~

seriously ~
i am out of mood ~
how many days could i stand for ??!!
i bet i will explode in no time ~

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hmm ~~ so many things happened within these 2 days ~
dunno where to start it ~ *sigh*
first of all .......... hmmm ............
oh .... teacher !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please give me the chance to perform with them .......
them=C.O ~
haizzz .......... i just wanna say out ...
i know u all wouldn't let me have the chance .......
i miss them ..........
they are leaving too ...........
like band senior ............
they are like my senior too !!!!!!!
why just cant u all understand me .........
do u all understand the feelings of someone leaving u ??!!
i am sure that everyone could understand it ~~
yaaa ~~ i am NOT the member of the chinese orchestra ~
but but BUT ~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have the beautiful memories with all of them ~
the times practiced with them ........
the times we went through together ........
the times in KL ...........
and also the moments of victory !!!!!! LOL .....
although it's only a few months time with them ......
but it's enough for me ......
though i still hope for more ~~~~ =]
i am so greedy man ~ XD
haizzzzzz .........
but no more chance ~~~
NO MORE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
they are leaving ~~~~~
THEY ARE LEAVING ~~~~
i bet i'll miss u all hard ~ ='[
but anyway ~
i just hope i can go to the CO farewell ~~
that's my last wish ...........
haizzz ..... i know ~~
i am a band member ~~ BUT ~
haizzzz .......... u all wont understand it ~
and ~~ i hope HOPE HOPE HOPE !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPE that this year our band will be organized the farewell and the anniversary !!!!!!!!!
my god man !!!!! this year f3 band member have never know the feelings of the farewell and the anniversary !!!!!!!!
it's so unfair man !!!!
this year must have the farewell and anniversary !!!
if not ~ i will ki siao ~ LOL
really siao liao ~ XD
and
i want to blow the baritone sax ........
the big agreed d ~ LOL~
but someone doesnt agree ~
i have to respect her ~~
haizzZZZZZZ ~~~
why why why ????????!!!!! WHY ??????!!!
the thing that i always want never ever comes to me ??!!
if not i will have the 4 !!!!!!!!!
the number of 4 in band ~ LOL ~
haizz ~ i guess i have to accept it ~ *sigh*
goodbye baritone sax ~ *sob*
and also my bass clarinet ~ LOL ~
i am in love with all those instruments ~
HAHA ~
and ~ and and ~
i really wanna thx SAXOPHONE ~
all the members of sax ~ =]
without u all ~
i wont change myself ~
i've already changed to a happy-go-lucky ee teng ....haha
i have a wonderful time with u guys ~ =]
really really so much thanks !!!!!!
hehe ~ thanks a million ~LOL ~
hehe ~ i start to be so socialized ~ haha
hope tomorrow will be a good day~
bye guys ~ =]

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love ya forever and ever ~

chou wee nee the POOH !!!!!!!
faster recover from ur fever lah ~
i miss u ~ =[
may god bless u ~

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刚 刚 读 完 了 这 本 小 说 ～～
觉 得 挺 有 意 思 的 ...
RM20 真 的 物 超所 值 哦 !!!

花 谢 后 ， 留 给 蝴 蝶 的 是 一 肚 子 的 心 酸 ...

母 亲 走 后， 留 给 孩 子 的 是 一 辈 子 的 爱 。。。

时 间 根 本 不 是 解 药 ～～

='[

WHY ~~ WHY ???!!!
why am i having the same horrible dream every night ??!!
ok ... it's not every night ~ it's almost every night !!!!
can u imagine that the same horrible thing scares u every night ??!!!
the dream ......
it's not some kinta monster or whatever ...
but for me it's the worst dream that I'd never have ~
the dream did really horrified me ........
and yet it will be the reality in no time ......
sometimes..... i just couldn't control myself .....
yes .... i cried after i woke up from the dream .......
maybe u think that i am silly ...
yes ..... i have to admit that ~
*sigh*
i thought i would have been stronger after i lost u ......
but i am wrong ~ totally wrong ~
i am just becomes more and more weak ~
wanna ask u something .........
but i know i wouldn't have chance to talk to u anymore .......
so many secret between u and me ~
but i know we wouldn't tell each others ~
it will be kept in our forever and ever ~
the hole~ the secret hole ~
between u and me ~
we wont understand each others for the rest of our life ...
a person that i love became a human that i didn't know ......
now ~ u just like a stranger for me~
a stranger ................
just couldn't look into your eyes every time i see u ~
i am scared ~ SCARED ~
i am so useless ~
and ~ no matter what u are ~
u are still the 1 i love ~
the only 1 i love ~
my love for u ~
wouldn't change for my whole life ~~~~~~~
ILU ~

本 人 去 过 了 无 数 的 活 动
也 赢 了 不 少 奖
可 是 那 种 胜 利 的 感 觉 往 往 都 比 不 上 自 己 团 体 所 赢 回 来 的 奖 =]

woooooooooOOOOOOOOOO ~
yesterday .......................
the competition .............
PCGHS BAND won the second prize !!!!!!!!!!!
and the best preparation prize too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haa
finally ~ LOL ~~~
everybody was so high MAN ~~~~~ wahahaa....

hahahahaa ~~~~~~~
the victory moment !!!!!! lol
BUT HEO ~
i am so nervous when my tenor cant function well !!!!!!!
BUT ....... still managed to blow it at the end ..........
*phew*
or i am too nervous until i cant blow it well ????!!!!!
LOL ......... *maybe* haha

i learnt alot of things after this competition ........

1. we cant judge the things when the things doesn't come to its end .....
2. no matter how hard the things is ,we can do it well if we have the heart ......
3. things turn out well if we work hard together ~ =]

We must PIA for nxt year ~ LOL
hehe ~~

and i wanna thx emma for keeping the cake for me ~ XD
thx ya ~~ if not my family and i wont be able to eat the cake yesterday ~
HAHA ~~

and also wanna thx all my beloved friends ~~ =D
thx for u all support ya ~~
i wont have the semangat without u all support ~ hehe

haizzz ~~
must start my studies after this competition ~
if not ~~ no more 8A ~ hahaah
hmm . i didnt study well through out the half year ~
must really work hard now ~
i dun wanna disappoint my family ~ =]

so now ~
must away from my computer ..... ahaaaa
bye guys ~~ see u next time ~ LOL

PCGHS BAND IS THE BEST !!!!!!!! XD

hmm ....... what am i gonna to say ..........
erm ......................................................
AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHHAHAHAH ????????!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
hehe ........ TOMORROW IS THE DAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ADD OIL PCGHS BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHHAAH ~~~~~~
EE TENG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO WELL FOR TMR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

PCGHS BAND ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=]

i want to write something .......
but ... i think i cant write it here ~
create another new blog ??!!
lol .... i am lazy ~~ XD

haizzzzZZZZZZ ~
I tried to be 'HIGH' most of the time ......
BUT .... I CANT ..........
i failed to make myself higher ..........
but WHAT is pulling me down ?????????!!!!!!!!!
band practice today ..........
me 'down-ing' again ..........
ARGH !!!!!!! what's happening man !!!!!!!!!
this Friday is the competition day ........
but doesn't have the feel of competition ........
*sigh*
i lost the spirit of ee teng ........ LOL
BUT ............
i high like siao po when traffic activities .....
i'm so excited when meets my orchestra friends ........
ok ........ band ........
i also have the times that are happy when band .........
but most of the times i'm down ............
when band practices i try to lift my head as high as possible to make me gets the feel .......
the feel of ........ erm ......... Victory ???!!! xD
haizzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ ~~~~~~~
what could i find in the band except MUSIC ???!!!
MUSIC ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss my BASS CLARINET like helllllllLLLLLL !!!!!!!!!!
my best pal when i'm in f2 ...... LOL
when i am alone ...................
when i am helpless ...................
U ..................
there to accompany me .............
there to talk with me .............
there to make the music and cheered me ...
me and u made the greatest music !!!!!!!!! haha
sry that i had left u ..................
i know u are alone in the music room .........
everyday hoping that someone will take u out of the case ....
i know ........
dun worry ......... u willl have a new friend very soon .......
and i hope that u will get a good friend ..........
attention here !!!!!!!!!!!!
pls take care of it well the next bass clarinetist !!!!!!
it's well looking and doesn't have a scar on its body !!!!
pls wipe it every time after u blow it ............
PLLLLLLLLSSSSSSssssssssssssss ....................
beg u .........................
bass clarinet ...................
i hate u sometimes BUT i love u all the time .......... =]
cooperate with ur new friend and make the greatest music ~
HAHAA ...........
*sigh*
i miss u ........
and i wish to touch u and blow u ..................
BUT ......... it's impossible ............
IMPOSSIBLEEEEEEEEeeeeeee...................


一 次 的 差 错 。。。
造 成 五 年 的 痛 苦 ???!!!!!!

RuRU ~~

~~ TODAY ~~

erm .... i just wanna say i ...................

LOVE PCGHS BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE PCGHS CHINESE ORCHESTRA !!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE PCGHS TRAFFIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today ....
went to band practice ......
went to traffic .......................
and meet my suana's senior !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe ~ yi ern is back from KL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHHAHA ~~ I MISS HER MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!
and also that Chung Hwa suana guy ~ hahaah
i am just so HAPPY man ~~~~~~~~~

~~BAND~~
erm .... the state competition is just around the corner .....
which only have one week left .......
but ....haiz .....
when the competition comes that means it's already half of the year ...
ya .. it's already half of the year ........
the time came too fast ............
i couldn't prepare for it yet ..........
it's too fast .....
too fast for me .................
i am running out of time ... LOL
still cant accept the true ............
haha ~~ the coming of the competition .......
haizzzzZZZ ~
went to traffic today .......
and i almost use all of the day ....
and didnt practice much ............
i didnt even learn some of the step yet .....
scared .......... =[
what am i going to do if i did wrong in that competition ??!!

i hope it wont happen .........
LOL .....
god bless me ~~ =]


~~TRAFFIC~~
i join this badan it's not because i like it at the first place ........
i have reason of it .........
*secret* XD
but after so many months and days ......
i start to love it like hell ~~ XD
today our school organised the
BENGKEL KESELAMATAN JALAN RAYA
in the auditorium ~ hehe
what JPJ ,MPJ dunno got what J kor ~ XD
came and shared with us about the road safety ..
walao ........ memany boring man ........
the man keep non-stop talking .............
actually it's ceramah lah ~~ haa
luckily i went to band after that ..........
abo sleep ki lo ~XD
and and ..........
i played like siao po when the games started ~~
ahah ~~ running here and there ........
and non-stop screaming !!! haha
and the most stupid was ..........
i wear the super short short pants ........
lol actually it's school's short pants ......
haha ~ but it's too weird when i wore it ~ XD
especially my fatty and muscles-ty legs ~ LOL
i love all the members of the traffic ~ hehe
and .... haiz
farewell for f5 senior again ~~
why ~ WHY ~
I HATE FAREWELL ~~
because it's the time that all our beloved senior leave us ~
i hate that time ..........
it's hard for me ....... =[
conclusion :
i enjoy being a traffic warden !!!!!!
hahahaah ~~


~~ CHINESE ORCHESTRA ~~

i heard my ex-souna parter playing suana today ......
hehe ...... which is yi ern , yee shean and that chung hwa guy ...
hahah . they combined that ma lai xi ya song .......
not bad man ..... XD
too bad i have no chance to perform with u guys again .....
haiz .... sadness .....

i miss u guys .............
hehe ....... and........
my dad have gave me permission to go to the orchestra concert which held on 21th of june !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha ... i'm so excited man ....
hhehee ....
i am gonna appreciate this chance ... =]

hmmmmm....

this ......... after this year .......
i think i will lose lots of things .......
band , orchestra and traffic senior .......
haizzzzzZZZ ~~~~~
AND .......... u ............
i ...........................
m y ..................

SERIOUSLY ~~
I am so dammmmmmmm EXHAUSTED man ~

=,=''''''''''''''can u imagine that my face becomes like that ??!! XD

SERIOUSLY .......
i never felt so happy in band before ....
love today's practice alot man ~
started to love it man ~~
today .......
it's weird .....
i feel sad when i saw them like that ... =[
LOL... why suddenly i care bout them so much ~ hmm
after 'fan xing' myself ......
and went to the padang ..............
suddenly feel that i am BACK !!!!
lol ........ i think u dun quite understand me lo .....
i know tiok cann ler ~~XD
and ..............
now ........... really feel that i am the member of the band ~
LOL ...............
i think i wont say i hate it liao lo ~XD
BUT ............
today ................. i closed my eyes and slept while blowing the song man !!!!!!
haahh ~~ others people will think that i am enjoying the music ~
BUT actually i am NOT ~~
haha ....... luckily no one find out lo ~~ XD
dunno why lah ~~ i am just so damn SLEEPY ~
hmmm...... today clarinetist ....
walao..... 2 people nia ~
hiazzzzZZZZ ~~
although i am saxophonist now ~
but i still very BEH KUA them ........
i mean some of them ..........
wanna gao then dun come here and GAO lah !!!!!
yo !!!!!!!! KI HIAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid lo !!!!!!!!
know how to eat eat eat then dunno how to fu chu !!!!
argh !!!!!!! memang is the sampah of masyarakat !!
LOL .......... i started to siao liao ~
u memang ada potensi leh ~~
made me ki siao always ~ =='''
pls use ur stupid mind and think lah !!!!!!!!
ooopppss ... sry ... ur stupid mind cant think ~ XD
we worked so hard just for the competition !!!!
why u guys cant give out a bit ???!!
i know i dun have the kelayakan to say u all..........
but i really beh TONG LIAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hng !!!! calmed MYSELF down ...... XD
i wont make myself moody again because of u !!!!
HNG .......
sry that i being so irresponsible these past few months ...
i will work very hard ..... =]
i wont walk in the dreams again ~ xD
and wont open my mouth always ~ XD
i will try to forget all the things bout orchestra ......
try ........... but dunno whether i will succeed anot ~
U ~
will be disappeared from my memories forever and ever ...
i think i've got to put it down ........
or else ................... *sigh*
and .........
Add oil PCGHS BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PCGHS BAND ROCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

have got to go to sleep now ~
or else ... tmr close my eyes again while blowing the song ~ XD
BYE GUYS ~
goodnight ~ =]

i wanna say ~
say ~~
i ~~~
today ~~~~
i ~~~~~~~~~~




LOVE TODAY PRACTICE MAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today our band teacher's words really did wake me up ~
i just dunno why i am being so stubborn .....
keep thinking about the past ........
and kept all those 恩 恩 怨 怨 in my mind ....
i always says that i hate the band .....
but actually i din realize that i love it so much ......
cause i care about what happen to band and so how the band members treat me ......
is the mind that made me hate it ~~
以 前 得 不 到 的 快 乐 。。。
现 在 已 经 得 到 了 。。。
为 什 么 自 己 还 那 么 地 执 著 呢 ？？！！

OMG man ~
my mom is going to buy a new car !!!!!!
hahahaa ~~
damn happy man ~~
althought the car is not Mercedes ~ =.='''''
HAHAHA ~
finally changed a new car after so many years ~
hahaahh ~~
cant wait to jump into the new car ~ XD
that's the look of the car ~ XD

I like the silver 1 ~ =]
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and and and
went to sungai dua to buy the printer ink ...
the ink cost RM 140++ .......
scared tiok me ~ XD
and and ~
one of the printer just cost only RM 145 ~~
walao ~ do u believe that ??!!!!
so .. why not u buy a whole new printer ???!!!
haha ~~ so i bought a new printer liao lo !!!!!!!
hahah ~~ LEXMARK brand ~
hey guys !!! dun buy canon or watever brand liao lah ~
this brand is better ~~ hehe ~~ XD
TRUST ME !!! =='''

i miss u ~

i love this video man !!!
it's cool !!!!!! XD

We were friends from the start
It's been 3 or 4 months

Who would of ever thought
I'd cry so many tears?

The laughter through these months
Always kept me going.

The love between the two of us
Never stopped growing.

hehe ~

yesterday went to :

HEHE ~~
memang syok man ~~
haha ~
siao together with my cousin ~~
wasted alot of money lo ..
=[
wanna pokai liao ~ XD
and and and ~~
went to see beauty consultant too .......
she said me cant expose to sunlight too much ~
my skin wanna tuo shui liao ~~
LOL ~~
my response was : ARE U KIDDING ???!!
lol ~~
damn liao lo ~~
still have so many practices to go ~~
=[
everyday exposes to the hot hot SUN ~~
=[ i dun want my skin to be destroyed ~
tak boleh liao ~~
wanna cut the time in the padang ..........
hahhahaaha ~
SHHHhhhhhhhhh ~~~

add oil PCGHS BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!
love ya !!!!!!!!!!!!
=D

wo yin wei ai suo yi hen ........
yao wo jin quan xin ............
zhen de bu ke neng le ........

这 样 的 一 天 又 过 了
过 得 好 平 淡 哦
在 草 场 上 走 着 走 着
突 然 想 起 了
跟 华 乐 一 起 过 的 日 子
好 怀 念 啊
虽 然 只 有 那 短 短 的 两 三 个 月
却 在 我 中 学 生 涯 中 留 下 了 深 刻 的 记 号
永 不 毁 灭
可 能 这 对 你 们
来 说 不 重 要
但 对 我 这 外 人 来 说 是 非 常 地 值 得 我 留 念 的
因 为 我 再 也 没 机 会 尝 试那 快 乐 的 滋 味 了
怀 念 ，但 又 可 奈 何 呢 ？
快 乐 的 日 子 总 是 那 么 快 地 过 去
伤 心 的 日 子 却 久 久 未 结
现 在 只 能 怀 念 不 能 回 到 过 去
对 你 的 思 念 更 加 不 能 删 去
每 一 天 的 等 代
每 一 天 的 怀 念
其 实 有 一 句 话 藏 在 心 里 很 久
我 曾 经 有 想 过 开 学 后 就 结 束 我 们 这 段 不 寻 常 的 关 系
但 我 不 想 伤 害 到 你
对 你 不 好 等 待 你 说 分 手
演 戏 要 演 全 套
相 必 我 做 到 了
可 真 的 很 痛
现 在 发 泄 了 出 来
真 的 舒 服 多 了
我 敢 再 这 里 说
想 必 你 也 不 会 再 看 我 的 部 落 格
只 想 说 很 想 念 你 。。。。。。。。

其 实 大 家 不 是 输 什 么 。。。
只 是 输 在 大 家 不 够 爱 这 个 乐 队 。。。
也 包 括 我 本 人 。。。
大 家 有 爱 可 爱 得 不 够 深 。。。
不 知 为 什 么 。。。
以 前 我 本 人 很 爱 这 个 乐 团 。。。
可 到 了 现 在 那 颗 热 忱 忱 的 已 不 见 了 。。
虽 然 它 不 见 了 。。。
可 我 有 努 力 把 它 找 回 来 。。。
希 望 明 天 的 出 席 率 会 更 好 吧 ～～
大 家， 加 油 ！！！！！

i saw this thing this morning .......
gave me uncomfortable feelings ...........
it's not sad .... but just uncomfortable .......

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today ~~
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!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@# ??????!!!!!!!
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??????????!!!!!!!!!
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Stress ~~
i hope i can wash away all my memories ......
it's just so pain ........