人心难测。

人心。

人心，

比恶魔还可怕。

比狐狸还狡猾。

比社会还险恶。

人心真的好可怕。

Sigh.

Sigh.

Teachers and friends just keep on asking about the competition.

They just keep comforting me.

Again and again.

But i found that useless.

it reminds me more about it instead.

Sorry.

Especially that disclipline teacher .

Asked about 20 questions today.

==

I really don't know how to answer.

of course,

i still answered her.

wait she demerit me.

LOL.

Anyhow,

we need time to forget all these.

Sigh.

Couldn't imagine that my last year in PCGHS BAND could end up like that.

sigh/.

The moment of leaving PCGHS BAND is one step near from me again.

Last but not least,

i

heart

PCGHS

BAND

4EVER.

Hormone Imbalance,

Always think that i have hormone imbalance.

NOW,

i really got it.

i consulted a chinese doctor today.

He said i have got hormone imbalance.

ARGH.

He also said that i am fat because of this. *smirk*

Is it possible to be happened at such young ages ?

LOL

Wondering how am i gonna treat it ??

HMM..

PCGHS band.

MUSIC/.

We lost because of MUSIC.

Friends.

Thank you so much for supporting US !

=)

Gonna

fight

Fight

FIGHT

TMR

!

LAST SUKAN. ='(

Dad.

Happy Father's Day, dad.

Though you are in the heaven.

But,

i know you are still loving me with your souls.

i love you.

and

i miss you.

Thanks.

I live in a world of darkness.

but,

suddenly,

i feel so warm

So much warm.

Thank you You YOU & YOU !

Thanks for the warmness that you guys give it to me.

Do not know that you all look so high on me.

LOL.

And thanks so freaking much for caring.

LOL.

ME.

I SHALL COME BACK VERY SOON.

So,

you better watch out.

Aha.

Sorrow / Depression

MUSIC.

Do i love music ?

What's music ?

Somehow,

i should remember

Anything

Anyone

Anytime

.

I couldn't forget it 4ever.

Nevertheless,

i can't wait to jump off from a cliff.

Enough.

Stop it.

Enough.

One day is like ten years to me.

So hard to go through everyday.

Although it is a few days left.

I always think that i am strong to face any obstacles.

But,

i could be so weak even a tiny little thing happened.

Enough.

I am brittle like a glass now.

Somehow,

i realized that i must wipe the tears and start a new day.

Pretend to be happy is the hardest thing after all.

黑。

Today ,

Was

Like

.

哇，你很黑咯。

哇，不见你两个星期你怎么变成这样？

哇，依婷你变得很黑咯！

哇，你比我的佣人还要黑！

哇，做么你会变黑人？

哇，你们全部都变到酱黑！

哇，你不舍得用 sunblock hor？

还有一句更够力。

哇，你变成烧鸡啊 ！

幸好，

不是中国鸡　！　

XD

前前后后总共听了３２次。

唉。

哀哉！

Will i become like her ??

Hmm.

God knows.

LOL.

＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

Life's hard.

But,

even the sky falls down,

I could still hold it with my shoulders.

Tell myself,

all will be over soon.

Very soon.

Exhausted.

Seriously,

i'm so tired.

So freaking tired.

=.=

The body and the heart fails to function.

exhausted.

Exhausted.

EXHAUSTED.

Nevertheless,

the heart hurts more.

=(

Music VS Life

Music doesn't play in the life.

It is the life that plays the music.

- Ee Teng

i... ='(

Lost it.

I Lost it.

How can i find it again ?

It is such an important thing to me.

i have been searching it for a long time.

It leads me to the brighter path.

It gives me strength when i am weak.

It wakes me up when i am in the dreams.

It is the power that make me up.

But,

i lost it.

My

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