NO MORE ~~

this year no more happy Chinese new year to me ~~~
no more ~~ NO MORE ~~~
NO MORE HOPE ~~ NO MORE ~~~~~~~~~
why things happened to me all of the time ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
i ...................... cant i stop it ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO ~~~~~~~` cause it's not me that make all those changes ..........
a HAPPY MEMORY ENDED LIKE NOTHING ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I ~~~~~~~~~ ARGH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THAT person wont let me go ~~~~~~~
she will keep torturing me ~~~~~~~~~
now ..... i feels like .........................
LOST THE WHOLE WORLD ~~~~~~~~~~
NOW ................ me ...... back to the autism ee teng................
THING HAPPENED NEVER STOP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ME LIKE ~~~~~~~~ ERM ................
bad luck keep following me ~~~~~~~~~~
REAL BAD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
now ~~~~~~~~ even worst ............
me like ....... sad till ...............
din have feelings anymore .......................
tomorrow Chinese new year le ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
than me like ............................
SICK ON THE BED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
no more fireworks ...........
no more ANG PAU ~~~~~~~~
someone ........ no ...... EVERYONE ...........
like leaving me ........... everybody .................
me back to my lonely world again ~~~~~~
I WANT SOMETHING CHANGE IN MY LIFE .........
A GOOD CHANGE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
me ..................................................................................
NOT ME ANYMORE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
argh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
i feel like die-ing ..........................
I KNOW .......................................................
THINGS CHANGE DEPENDS ON ME ~~~~~~~~~~~
BUT I ALREADY MADE A LOTS OF EFFORT TO CHANGE !!!!!!!!
BUT STILL THING DOESN'T CHANGE ~~~~~~~~~~
i ............................. argh ..................................................
I AM SICK OF THOSE THINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!