i lost myself.

somehow i lost a lot of my inner strength after my dad is gone.

everything seemed so dull to me.

but there is a exception.

which is the right side.

it makes my life so hopeful.

but somehow it drops me to the hell.
so blame nobody but me.

every day every hour every second

drowning myself to the hell.

my future seemed so dark right now.

I CAN'T EVEN FIND MYSELF.