SAD

today............
a boring day............
nothing much to do ...........
in class......
i keep talking with shuen yee.........
then ......... remind me the past ......
then talk till i want cry ler.............
but hahahahahaha i manage to keep my tear ......
i din cry !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaahhaah .......................................
and i want to thank shuen yee ........
thank you for so eagerly to hear me ...........
i am more comfortable now................................
hahahahaah/////////////////
i love you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then .,...............................
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i was so CONFUSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ...........
i really sad when i heard that kind of word ...........
like a sharp knife tikam through my heart .....................
hurt till dunno how to describe ..........................
when i know that i really want to jump into the sea ...........
and die ....... then no more hurt anymore ............
i really hope i can die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIM TIA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!