The Sound of a Breaking Heart ~

Not all scars show,

not all wounds heal.

Sometimes you can't always see,

the pain someone feels.

Where are the beautiful life i have been looking for??

All vanished.

The wounds in my heart ....

sometimes it's just so hurt ~

but sometimes i wouldn't feel its existence at all~

because i buried myself in my beautiful dreams.

yeah. i am trying to escape from the cruel world ~

which made my family so depressed ~

In school ~

i'm trying hard to do well in everything ~

yes ~ i achieved the thing that i always wanted ~

But ~

who am i gonna show it to ???

i want to let my dad know how successful i am !

i want to let my dad know that i am trying hard to do well in everything !

i want my dad to be proud of me !

Now ~

daddy, you couldn't even see i graduated from high school~

You couldn't know what will i become in the future ~

and of course ~

You couldn't see i building up a home with somebody.

and sis~

a 9 years old kid ~

have to face things that a 9 years kid shouldn't be facing for ~

but i think she is stronger than i am ~

watched so many dramatic movies ~

children lost their parents ~

feel nothing ~

but when this happened to you ~

You wouldn't accept it ~

because your mind will tell you that it's all fake ~

because you refused to accept it ~

but that's the real thing happened in the real world ~

Sometimes life is also dramatic too~

when you suddenly awake from your dreams ~

you will find it difficult to breath ~

cause the tears just wouldn't stop streaming down your cheek~

and when you find it it's not comfortable for you to cry in somewhere else ~

you will just hold on your tears no matter how hard it's ~

tears in your eyes ~

the sound of the breaking heart ~

Daddy ~

are you there ?

watching us ?

protecting us ?

ILY,D.