BLAH-ING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh god ~~
nowadays ~~ i am so PRESSURE ~~
the things doesn't stop ~~
i am so EXHAUSTED and TIRED ~~
i search the web everyday ...........
draw , cut , paste , ........................................
argh ~~~ ALL THE STUPID PROJECT ~~
and .......... haizzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ ~~~~`
BAND ~~
the tenor had made me gone crazy ~~~
i have no energy to SUPPORT it ~~
it'S so heavy compare to CLARINET ~~
day after day .................
i felt so helpless ~~~~~~
and i am really sick of it ~~~
i hope i can run away from BING HUA ........
it's made me feel like so damn !@#$%^&*()_
argh Argh ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS SO DAMN FRUSTRATED AFTER I READ THAT MSG !!!!!!!!!
that's her ????!!!! her thought ????!!!!
argh ~~~......................... ......................... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$%^&*()__+_)(*&^%$#
seriously ............ i am going to be crazy soon ~~~~
she is not as special as i think ~~~ huh ~~~
after reading the msg ~~~ hmm ................
and ~~~~~~ i am so !@#$%^&*() when i saw her friends ~~
they always give me uncomfortable feelings ~~~
UNCOMFORTABLE FEELINGS ~~~~
BAND ~~
why nowadays became so many GOSSIP GOSSIP THINGS ???!!!!
!@#$%^&*( HERE ~~ @#$%^&*(((*&^%$#@! THERE ~~
argh ~~~~ argh ~~~~~~~~
dunno what am i saying ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
just wanna FA XIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ouch ~~ my hand is really PAIN NOW ~~
the stupid nurse ~~~
dunno how to give injection also ~~
like wanna murder me ~~
haizzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
TODAY ~~~~~~~~~~~
no dinner for me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
my dad forgot to buy for me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but he remember my sister 1 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
damn it ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
argh ~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am soooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~~~~~~~
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!