Forcing myself to sleep early every night.
Because,
I don't want to feel the lonely night .
The night without you by my side it's just so torturing.
Mom & sis are always gone to bed early.
It had always been you & me watching the TV until midnight.
Now,
I couldn't hear your voice cheering for your favourite football team anymore.
i can't even close my eyes now.
Facing the computer.
Expressing the feelings inside my heart.
Imagine that you are here beside me.
I feel it.
Not you.
But just the feelings that would break my heart into pieces.
i feel it.
It's so hurt that i couldn't hold on my tears anymore.
DO
YOU
KNOW
HOW
MUCH
I
MISS
YOU ?

Imagine that i am hugging you every night.
But when i open my eyes in the morning,
it is always just the teddy that you had left it for me.

But in my dreams you are always there saying that
You
♥
Me.

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