the day that sad and happy...

wow... 2day is a sad and happy day... haha... swt huh?????
2day have band so go to school early in the morning.... before going 2 band i went 2 traffic marching...haha... saw jin ru... and we start marching but we just like playing...haha... TAN WAN really funny... but she is a good senior ... actually not her nia...others traffic also like that...haha...and they learn so far liao....cause u always din go 2 marching so i know a bit nia....then.... jin ru teach me... haha...i really funny....but all the way in traffic i did enjoy myself...
then,go to the band practice......haiz.... i am back to the boring and lonely life again...i wanted 2 cry that time...but i still manage 2 keep in my heart... haiz...i really miss jes....cause when i dunno something or what she will teach me....at least that time got 1 human talking to me.... and her baritone sax was great enough to help the band... i blow the bass clarinet but just like cant hear me also...and all the solo that have baritone sax and bass clarinet is not good enough cause nobody blow the baritone sax.... haiz...really hope that jes come back and blow it....but it is impossible...IMPOSSIBLE...and MR LIM keep saying no 1 blow the baritone sax....haiz....he love baritone sax more.....and he always forget me....he always do that....kinta hurt me.....and the band is not the band anymore..... too many problem.... not member nia.... all the ppl in the band also got problem....and my problem is not the worst 1...i hear many thing and i know many thing....i very scare that the band will close 1 day..... and that's no PCGHS BAND anymore..... haiz..... i really scare....i hope that day will never arrive.............