I LOST MYSELF...

HAIZZZ.....WHO IS ME?????????? WHAT'S MY NAME???? WHERE I COME FROM????? I AM A HUMAN OR A MONSTER????? HAIZ.... I REALLY LOST MYSELF.....LOST MY SOUL.... MY SPIRIT....I JUST LIKE DREAMING IN THE CLASS THE WHOLE DAY..... DUNNO WHAT I AM THINKING, DOING ....OR EVEN I DUNNO WHAT'S MY FRIEND NAME.....HAHA.....WHAT ARE THE TEACHER TEACHING??????? 123 OR ABC?????? WHAT'S THE HELL ARE GOING ON???????????????????????????????? I CANT USE MY MIND TO THINK ..... I JUST LIKE A 1 YEAR OLD CHILD..... I CANT STOP 2 THINK ABOUT BAND ..... AND THE PERSON THAT I RESPECT... I AM GONE.... I REALLY GONE.... TOTALLY LOST MYSELF....... THE WHOLE WORLD LIKE PUTTING ITS WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDER...... WHERE ARE MINE????????????????????????????
MY BODY IS HERE... BUT MY SPIRIT ALREADY FLEW TO THE HEAVEN...I DIN HAVE MY MIND ....MY FEELING.....MY SOUL.... ALL GONE...... NOW...I AM JUST THE SHIT ON THE FLOOR.... LET ALL THE PEOPLE STEP ON ME........ I AM USELESS......STUPID AND CRAZY.....
HAAAAAAAAAA,........ I AM USELESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!